You Are Enough!

“No one can make you feel inferior without your permission.” – Eleanor Roosevelt

I feel inadequate. I don’t understand why I can’t just be prettier, smarter, more

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creative, more social. If only I could dress better, be better, do better… I know my parents have some pretty good genes so I know I’m cute but that’s not enough. I wish I could just go out and live carefree. I wish I didn’t care what they thought about me but I want them to and I need them to like me.

Whoa!!Did I just go off her? Was I mad?Resentful? Threatened? Who cares?  I got my point across…I think?There’s no point in scrolling on Insta…it only shines light on how good I’m not. Let me just sit in the house…it’s too much to go out.Maybe if I don’t see them…they won’t see me.

Hello. My name is Lenesha and I have Inferiority Complex.


Let me just try accept this invite…it can’t be that bad. Oooh I think they like me. Idk I

IMG_0140think its a front, they waited until I was gone to judge me. This outfit is cute…but she looks better in it. (hang it up) Oh you’re engaged? Congrats!!! Youjust had a baby?Awww how special. Wow. Your boyfriend showered you in gifts…. Awesome -___- whats that like? Must be nice. “Be happy for them Neesh”  I’m trying…im just worried I’ll never know what its like.

Hello. My name is Nesha and I am overcoming Inferiority Complex.


I’m diving into my dreams and passions! If I fail, at least I tried. If I succeed… it’s because I TRIED!! I come to the table with something substantial to

IMG_0762give. Do I have the whole table? Maybe, maybe not, but I’m contributing. Do I have all the answers?  No, but I’m willing to offer what I have. I’m beautiful! I’m smart! I’m who God wants me to be. If you like me cool. If you don’t…well that’s on you. Head up. Chest out. Smile beaming!

Hello. My name is Neesh and I overcame Inferiority Complex.

“No one can make you feel inferior without your permission.” – Eleanor Roosevelt

My Filtered Life

10-snapchat-dog.w1200.h630Let’s talk about filters. They’re everywhere. Honestly, I don’t think very many of my followers on Snapchat and IG know what I look like anymore because I know for a fact that I’m addicted to filters. JkJk I kid I kid

But seriously…

I’m addicted so much so that when I take a filterless picture I’m kind of disappointed with my actual face. Crazy! I know. I wasn’t sure if that disappointment was something that I wanted to share with everyone but I know I can’t be the only one that’s been there. 

Those filters have a way of making flawed skin flawless, changing your eye color, giving you a full set of lashes and giving you a face beat to the gawds. I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve left the house makeup less and no one would know because my snap filters saved the day lmao. It’s funny but scary all at the same time.

I may be getting to deep or thinking too hard but I see filters (giving us flawless faces and what not) are just adding the pressures we’re already getting from the media of being your best self at all times.

But I digress…

I totally understand the entertainment end of filters and probably over do it but I also foresee some image issues arising from the convenience of altering your face for photos but the dose of reality when you look in the mirror and are not who you portray to be. I’m sure there are some who get lost in the fantasy of filters to mask insecurities but the inability to carry that mask into their reality.

Filters,wherever they are are fun but be careful not to lose yourself in the fun.

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